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one thousand.
Saturday, December 5 at 1:43 AM

1000th post! Yay me.

Am currently at the actual T3 Internet-access booths. -.-

The minute everyone saw them we all chionged towards them! Wombat, Aderic, Sleepy, Gwyn, W.A.O.H, Peggy Mei, Melissa Jie and me!

LOL.

Had I known there'd be a free Internet here(20 minutes somemore!) I would've waited until now to use it.

Anyway, my fake eyelashes came out, so I'm left with nothing but foundation and thin eyeliner. Shall reapply them when I get to Yunnan. LOL. Reaching there at 7 and going straight to whereever we're going. The only sleepytime we're getting is the 4 hours on the plane.

It's nearly 2am now, we just cleared customs and everything. For me, Peggy and Gwyn it was absolutely tragic. Everyone else was either 15 and above or had biometric passports except the three of us. So in the end everyone else was at the other side waiting for the three of us to clear customs. -.-

JUST YOU WAIT. I AM TOTALLY GETTING A BIOMETRIC PASSPORT AND MY I/C NEXT YEAR. JUST YOU WAIT.

Gahhhhh. I cannot wait until I can clear customs the fast way like everyone else instead of queuing up and looking at the customs' guy's face. (Normally the customs officers aren't hot at all.) It makes me feel so kiddish.

I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL NEXT YEAR. PERIOD.

Thank goodness I am not going for Guangzhou camp. Everyone else will be using biometric and I'll be stuck waiting at customs with all the P6 and Sec1 kiddos. Great. Just great.

I cannot believe I am wasting my 1000th post like this. OMG. Nevermind, when I get back I am deleting short (i.e. anything less than 3 sentences) posts so that this post is not post #1000.

I want to spend my 1000th post on something meaningful, not a shitload of rantings.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Suddenly thought of Kelvan. Fuckshit. Now I have to go to Yunnan thinking of him. What fun. I am going to feel like crying the entire trip. (I always feel like crying when I think of Kelvan)

GET OUT OF MY HEAD YOU FUCKING BASTARD KELVAN HE. YOU DO NOT BELONG THERE.

It's not helping.

Oh, shit. My leather jacket is really warm. I'm actually sweating!!

Outfit: (proud of myself for coming up with it on the spot)
Hotpink shorts, black above-ankle tights, black Converse hightops, white tee and my black pleather jacket. (2nd favourite jacket, but so not practical for use in Singapore.)

This is a total waste of space and time. I still have 3 minutes and 47 seconds of my 20-minute session. I think I'll waste that time at Times Bookstore instead.

I WANT TO ORDER BOOKS FROM AMAZON. T.T

I'll try to blog over the next week, but I'm not particularly optimistic. Anyhow, watch this space. AND KEEP THE TAGS COMING IN PL0X. Will try my hardest to blog. (:

Ciao beautiful people. Will see you all on the 11th (or 12th) if I don't get to blog during the journey!

Love y'all. xoxo.

Peaceout. (:



not only you and me.
at 12:49 AM

Music: Waking Up In Vegas - Katy Perry.
Mood: Tired but moderately excited.
Book: Someone Like You - Sarah Dessen.


Hellohellohello!

Currently in the Macs' in T3 blogging. They're playing Class95 or 987FM in here. (Can't tell which - can't hear the DJ's voices properly, only the music.)

Was intending to blog earlier, but T3 doesn't have those Internet kiosks like the budget terminal does. The Macs' in the Arrival hall is one of the only places in the whole terminal with Internet that is not Wireless@SG.

My flight is at 3am, and my gate opens at 1+. The tour guide will be here at around 1. Reached here at 11.20PM after leaving my house at 10.45. Parked the car at Bedok and cabbed to T3.

Went to eat at the food court with Melissa Jie and family. Correction: They ate at the food court, I, being very duapai, ate at the Popeye's next door cuz' I couldn't stand anything in the food court.

Now Wombat and Peggy and Gwyn and their families have decided to eat Macs', so I joined them. (It was either join there or sit there and be bored with my family - so not an option.)

To be honest, I'm not really looking forward to Yunnan. Sounds like it'll be mighty boring to me, all mountains and scenery and shit. ME WANT MY SHOPPING TRIP. T.T

But I already had two shopping trips this semester - Bangkok in September and Guangzhou in November. So I guess I'll have to put up with just scenery.

But it's also superbloodymuthafucking cold in Yunnan now. Like, in Kunming I guess it's fine. (3 out of 7 days are in Kunming.) The place we'll be spending Thursday night/Friday morning, Lijiang, is supersupersupersuper cold. Like 1deg. O.O

Looks like I'm forced to wear those super-warm-but-really-ugly pullover jumpers. Ew. So not my idea of fun. I'd rather go to Perth again - aircon weather!

Urgh. I am so not excited for Yunnan.

At least Terminal 3 is a consolation. >.<

1 min 40 secs left before I auto log-off. I'd better make this quick.

Anyway, I'll be back on the 11th. It's either I'll be back at 2am on the 11th or 2am on the 12th. I'm not sure which. But anyhow, miss me okay!

Keep the tags going. I'll try to blog whenever I can. In the meantime, just keep it real. (:

Peaceout. (:



and when no one else is there, i'll be.
Friday, December 4 at 10:58 AM

Music: Gee - Girls' Generation.
Mood: Only semi awake.
Book: None. (I need to start reading again.)


Science Centre piccies + Hongsters sleepover piccies.

Science Centre pics were uploaded on Facebook at 11+, so I only got the chance to do it today.

I only uploaded a select few. If you want to see everything, here's the link to Afrah's album on Facebook.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=127329&id=555209422

Anyway, less crap more talk. Here are the photos:
(Photos are all clickable, bytheway.)

F4 and Afrah's pet. (:
Here, I would like to add that it's a very badly-behaved pet. :D

Lee Min Ho. :D
Lee Seunggi. :D
Park Jung-min from SS501. :D
Jiro Wang. :D

These idol pics were all from Clarine's Taiwanese magazines. Jeri was really happy because they featured her Seunggi. And since it's a Taiwanese magazine, of course it won't feature Milubing. Nevermind, Jiro Wang also can. :D (I borrowed the magazine from her - got 50 question shor-answer interview with him somemore! ^.^)

Failed attempt to take a group photo in Macs'.

BodyWorks exhibition. Managed to sneak one photo. (:
See? I told you there was a giraffe!
And that's my head at the bottom of the pic, cuz' I was walking in front of Afrah.

This was the comment we left in the feedback books at the back of the exhibition hall.
If you do go to the exhibition, try to find this comment in the book. :D
(L)
Playing with the pulley.

Clarine playing with the pulley.
Jeri playing with the pulley.

My arm. A pretty self-explanatory shot.
The stamps are from the exhibition.
One's a foetus, the one's a set of lungs, and the last one's supposed to be a heart. (But it smudged so you can't see it.)

At the toilet before entering the Science Centre.

Fooling around in the Discovery Kids camera room.
Clarine and I "hosting". She's Nicole from KARA and I'm Jessica from Girls' Generation.
Had a good laugh filming, because I acted like a bimbo and Clarine acted like an ahbeng. >.<
Afrah and Clarine's attempt at filming with me behind the lens.


Messing about.
I don't know how to explain what this is to you guys.
Go to the Science Centre, the Sound exhibits. It's in the corner.
First time.
You see those boxes? One of them is actually a beatbox.
I found it quite cute - beatbox and it's a box. (:

Success. :D
If you wanna know what Clarine is doing and why her "E" is like that, go watch SS501's "Love Like This" MV. (:

:D

WAHAHAHAHAHA.

Another failed attempt at a group photo.

Anyway, the lift was damn cool. The lift was filled with lights - the kind at Orchard MRT, the blue walls promoting ION. Except it was colourful. And guess what? THE LIFT HAD NO WALLS. So cool!

Except Jeri and Clarine didn't think so. They were majorly freaked out.

But it was super cool! The lift only had one wall - the one with all the buttons. The other three sides had no walls! (:

Taking the lift up, there was this damn cool light tunnel. I think there's one at Zirca or idk where la. But the one at the Science Centre was super cool. (:

This was the only shot that turned out semi-acceptable. Everything else was just majorly blur.
But still, this shot doesn't do the tunnel justice. The tunnel was so so so cool la.
Jeri in someone's nostril. ROFLMAO.
F4: Can you see it?

Ah fuck it's 11.45 already. (The photos uploaded quite fast.) I think I have to go clear my work now. If you're that impatient for the Hongsters sleepover pics, go to E's blog. Or the Facebook album:

That's all for now guys.

Peaceout. (:



the best thing about me is you.
Thursday, December 3 at 9:01 PM

Music: Single Ladies (Put A Ring On It) - Beyonce.
Mood: Tired.
Book: None.


HELLOHELLOHELLO!

Tiring day today.

Woke up at 9.45, cabbed down to Jurong East to meet Jeri and Clarine. ($15 cab fare leyh! T.T) Got kpkb-ed over the phone halfway through (when I was at Thomson.) -.-

Met Jeri, we waited 5mins for Clarine.

Took 335 to Science Centre. We almost missed our stop because we were too busy gawking at Clarine's Taiwanese magazines and talking and laughing.

Met Afrah at the entrance at 11.30. Did some damn retarded thing while waiting for her. (Jeri's idea!)

Went to Macs' for breakfast.

After breakfast went to the BodyWorks exhibition. Since it was only $1 to visit the Science Centre together with the exhibition, we bought the more expensive tickets.

Clarine got super freaked out before we even stepped into the exhibition hall la!

Overall, the exhibition was super, super cool. Highly recommended! You all should go check it out. It runs until March 2010, so you can take your time. Even someone like me who doesn't like Science except for Bio and isn't a Science person immensely enjoyed it. Really, really. Even those who aren't interested in Science or don't like Science will enjoy it. (:

Saw a lot of really cool stuff, like a horse's muscles and a reindeer's muscles and the anatomy of a squid and an octopus. And the smallest bones in our bodies, located in our ears. And developing week-old foetuses. Plus smokers' and non-smokers' lungs. And other seriously cool exhibits. ((:

Came out of the hall around 2.45, walked over to the Science Centre.

Digressed a little and had fun playing with the cool structures/machines in the middle of the compound.

Went into the Science Centre. Afrah showed us some Fart Gas from the gift shop, and we checked out some nose sharpeners (super cool) and teeth paper clips. Bought QOO from there. (Is $1.50 for a can of white grape QOO considered a rip-off? No right.)

Went in, explored the entire Science Centre thoroughly. I'm not sure if I've been there before, but I think that even if I did, it was when I was very, very young. Maybe when I was 7 or 8. Had a lot of fun! The exhibits were all reallyreally cool.

After that Afrah was hungry, so went to Macs' to eat. (Idk what meal this is la huh.)

Left the Science Centre at 5.30 in drizzling rain.

Walked to the bus stop across the Science Centre, took 335 to Jurong East MRT. (Wanted to walk, but we didn't know how to and it was raining, so we decided to take the bus.)

MRT-ed to AMK (Afrah MRT-ed to Yishun) while playing some brain training game on Jeri's DS. Really fun! Took 25 home from AMK. The bus was seriously packed. I always tell myself to avoid taking the 25 during rush hour, but I always seem to forget. >.<

I am dead beat. Seriously. Slept at 2am last night, then woke up at 8.15 to shut my alarm up and slept until 9.45. >.<

I think I should go clean off my makeup and go to bed. 9.15 already!

Pictures are with Afrah. Will upload them once she uploads them on Facebook.

My memory card is corrupted. My phone can't read it. On the other hand, I think it's my phone's problem since my computer can read it perfectly fine. Anyhow, I can't quite upload the Hongsters' swimming pictures, and I'm too tired to upload the camwhore shots. Will do it tomorrow if I have the time, cuz' I need to clear up my work. My flight's at midnight on Saturday, so I need to reach the airport by like 9pm? o.o

Cindy went to Spain. Shzeyuin went to Paris. Shuen went to Milan and Switzerland and Germany.

Where am I going?

China.

AGAIN.

*groans*

Don't tell me to count my blessings. I'd rather stay in Singapore and go out with my friends or go to Guangzhou camp then have to go to China AGAIN. Gahhhhhhhhh.

Anyway, yeah.

Peaceout.

(P.S. This is my 997th post. (:)

(P.P.S. Ncelz server is bloody down - haven't checked the 2010 class lists yet! Gahhhh. Will check when the bloody server lets up.)



love is blind; friendship closes its eyes.
Wednesday, December 2 at 5:03 PM

Music: Homeless Heart - Jennette McCurdy.
Mood: Happy but tired.
Book: None.


Hey everyone!

Sorry for not blogging. Was real busy having fun these past 2 days.

Hongsters came over! It was our long-anticipated, long-awaited Hongsters sleepover!~~

I don't know about the rest of them, but I had so, so, so much fun with them.

Hongsters - Nonsense, Joke and Disgrace. :D(private joke.)

Day 1.
Met DJ at Kovan at 12.15 after Chemistry tuition at Lorong Ah Soo. Texted E, she told us that she'd be late. Walked around Heartland Mall with DJ while waiting for E.

Tried waiting for E, but she told us she'd only reach at 1.45, so we went for lunch at KFC first.

E came to find us at KFC, bused back to my place to put down all the stuff.

Decided to go swimming at SGCC, so we left at 3.10.

Didn't know how to get there, so we were at the Yio Chu Kang Chapel bus stop and called Yeejun Darling and asked her how to get there. Thanks Darling! (L)(L)

Reached SGCC at about 4.30, signed them in, went to change and went swimming!

Swam like 1/2 (or 1/4) a lap, then E and I decided to go suntanning!

Rearranged the deck chairs by the poolside (Shh....) and lay there tanning with our eyes closed cuz' we forgot to bring shades.

After about 45 minutes we got bored, and went to play at the waterworks, playing on the slides and taking pictures while looking fat in our swimsuits.

At about 6 went to shower, (some funny stuff happened due to the lack of towels and shampoo/soap) then walked to Serangoon Garden Circus, stopping by Watsons to buy my nail polish remover.

Took 136 back to Kovan, then went to Heartland Mall to buy Betty Crocker muffin premix and sushi from the sushi bar.

112-ed back to my place, had dinner. After dinner, settled down and chatted about a lottttt of random things while watching First Class: Back for Seconds. (DJ AGREES THAT EDWIN GOH IS HOT!)

After that decided to bake. Mixed the premix with water and baked muffins. Watched The Perfect Man while it was in the oven. It was E's idea to mix chocolate chips with the blueberries in the muffin mix. LOL!

Baked three batches of chocolate-chip-and-blueberry muffins, while watching.

Eventually, gave up on the movie because my disc was so scratched due to me watching it super often. (Note to self: Get a new The Perfect Man DVD.)

Took the muffins out of the oven, sat downstairs and chatted about random stuff.

Private joke of the century:
E: "Then they find out how?"
J: "Talk softer la!"

Damn funny private joke. OMG. We nearly split our intestines laughing. And E nearly fell backwards off my armchair because she was greedy for the fan! So, so, so funny.

After that, went upstairs to my room and talked. Had a good talk. E slept at 1.30, then woke up again at 2.30. By 2.45 I couldn't take it and went to sleep. (I was sick - had flu yesterday) Heard from DJ that E and her only slept at nearly 4am. O.O

Day 2.
Woke up at 11+ today only to find E reading 8Days and DJ already awake. (Apparently they both woke up at 8+ because it was cold while I slept on like some pig. >.<)

Since E was famished and my maid didn't cook breakfast, we all took turns to bathe, then at nearly 1, in the torrential (another private joke) downpour we walked to the bus stop across the road and bus-ed to Heartland Mall.

Had KFC for brunch. Spent $7.70 leyh! T.T

After that walked around for a while. Went to Popular, and had a good laugh at the children's books these days. Magical Kittens! OMG. The three of us had a good laugh at that one.

Came home and camwhored before they both left at 4.30. Walked them to their respective bus stops (DJ to the one before the overhead bridge, E to the one across the road.)

Miss them already. Love them tons.

E, YOU'D BETTER COME BACK FROM GUANGZHOU WITH A LOT OF STORIES TO TELL US! ((:

I had so much fun. We should do this again after I come back from Yunnan and E comes back from Guangzhou!

Science Centre with Retards tomorrow. My throat feels itchy and like sand. My nose is better after sleeping. (:

Peaceout. Will upload the pictures after I upload them to Facebook. (Which is after my phone finally recognizes my memory card. -.-)



moi decembrez.
Tuesday, December 1 at 12:17 AM

A new month. It's December already.

Am brooding right now, thinking about it. Decided to blog this here instead of my lj cuz' my lj is really dead lately.

Last month of 2009. In 31 days it's a new year.

I'm just thinking of how far we've come, how fast time passes.

Soon 2 months will be up and I'll have to dye my hair back to black. (Tragic.)

How fast time goes by. And it's funny how everyone knows that but we never know quite how to seize time.

It's sad. I want to go back to November. The minute I heard my grandfather clock chime I knew it was December.

It's funny, because no other month transitions make me feel this way. This year's November to December scares me.

I've been avoiding the new year, running away from thinking about it and preparing for it. I'm scared of what 2010 holds for me.

I bet 90% of it has to do with that Pey. Everytime I think of going back next year her face looms before mine. Oh, God.

It's strange how I made plans for all through December, but when it actually comes I'm scared because I'm not ready, because I'm unprepared.

Just like a novel, every month marks a new chapter. And I'm not ready to finish the chapter marked November 2009, because December 2009 is so near to January 2010.

I just wish I could stay like this, as I am at this moment in time, forever.

I wish I didn't have to face the new school year. It scares me terribly.

I wish I could stay here. If December did not lead to January, maybe I wouldn't fear the month the way I do.

I'm scared now, scared of how close it is to 2010. And I'm not ready.

I'm not ready to start this new chapter, but I've run out of the pages allocated for this chapter. I can't go back and erase some bits because I wrote them in pen, I can only move on to the next chapter.

And that scares me because it leaves me vulnerable, hanging by a thread.

I'll miss 2009. That's for sure. I don't think I'm quite ready to watch it end.



with you.
at 12:01 AM

Happy December.

My December.



another little anecdote.
Monday, November 30 at 1:27 PM

Music: I'll Be There For You - The Rembrandts.
Mood: Brooding.
Book: Lipstick Apology by Jennifer Jabaley.


I do not believe in 姐弟恋, because if the guy is younger than you, how is he supposed to take care of you? And if your boyfriend doesn't take care of you then what's the point of having a boyfriend? Seriously. This is why I go for mature guys.



too dynamic.
at 11:58 AM

This is a promised post a month late. Anyhow, I shall still blog it anyway. (:

Photos are all clickable and saveable, by the way. (:

Dedications are done for the girls. If any of the guys want one (I don't think so bah) can ask me for it. Besides, I don't really talk to the guys often, so I'm sure they won't mind. (:

This post (my 992th) is to the brilliant dynamites of 2D'09. The ones who explode in a flurry of fireworks, because even after they're gone, you can still see and feel and remember their trace. These dynamites do not explode and disappear quietly, they leave memories to be treasured and cherished.

This post is the personal post, the one with dedications to each one of you. If I took a photo with you on the last day of school (I tried to take one with everyone), then it's here. If not, it's just your name and message. (:


---

YIXUAN MUMMY.
Mother! Thanks for being such a cool mother. You're the only mother in my life who didn't nag! I am convinced I share some of your genes, even if you don't think so.
Remember in Term 3 you sat behind me? I had a lot of fun with you talking about a lot of random things. I also learned a lot about you, and your views of life, love and friendship. It's a refreshing take, and I certainly enjoyed talking to you.
Though we're not in the same class next year, I'll still see you around school! And I won't forget the only mummy who never nagged at me before. (: Takecare, and I'll see you around school. (:

BERNICE GIRLFRIEND.
Girlf! I didn't get to take a photo with you on the last day of school. ): Anyway, I'll be seeing you again in 3C next year, so this dedication to you is going to be short (I'll save it for Sec4 when we leave each other (:)
I want to thank you for all the laughs, the stories and the ridiculous private jokes we shared. You're a good friend of mine, someone I can always count on to make me laugh. Thank you, and I'll see you next year! :D

AUDREY.
Hello, my daily blog reader! You should be reading this now, right? (:
Though we're not exactly close friends, but I feel a sort of closeness with you. It's not easy to sit next to me in Chinese every day and let me copy your answers for ting xie and all the compres I was lazy to do. And you still did it cuz' you're nice! (:
I'll be seeing you next year, so this post is going to be short, because like Bernice, I'll save this for Sec4. (:
Anyhow, thank you so much for always being my listening ear. Like I said, we're not exactly the closest of friends, but yet I always feel like I can tell you anything and you'll always listen. Thank you for that, for always listening. It really means a lot to me. Take care, and I'll see you next year! (You'd better pray that you don't sit next to me in Chinese again next year! xD)

CINDY SMELLY FAT BYOTCH/BOOB.
Hey BOOB! You've been so fun this year, always making me laugh. I know there's a serious, mature side to you, too. I appreciate our mini-H2Hs when we're alone. (Painting, taking the LRT, texting till late at night.) I appreciate that you open up to me and trust me enough to tell me whatever you're feeling. I'm truly very honoured to be able to be some sort of confidante to you. I'll be seeing you next year, so I want to say - take care, and continue being booby! And that smelly skinny byotch loves you!
JUNCHAO JIE.
Jie! You're really very pretty you know. (: Seriously, meimei won't lie to you one. (: I'll keep this short as well, cuz' I'm seeing you next year.
Anyhow, I want to say that it's been great having you sitting next to me and always offering me sweets! HAHA. You've been a great sister, very cool and veryvery cute! Takecare, and I'll see you next year. (:

CLAIRE AHGONG.
Hello, another daily reader! I've blogged a long post now, you can read it all you like. (: I'm not seeing you next year cuz' you're going to Jeri's class, but I'll see you around!
You're a very interesting person! I'm glad I got the chance to meet you and to be friends with you. Knowing you has been a refreshing experience for me because I learnt a lot of new things and experienced a lot of things I've never experienced before. And your take on love is very special too! I enjoy hearing your views. ((: Take care, and I'll see you around school. (:

GOHWEIQI SUGARHONEYICEDTEA.
You stupid girl, since you don't let me upload our picture on my blog or on Facebook you shall have no picture! Wahahahaha. Serves you right.
I'll be seeing you next year as well, so this dedication shall be short!
Thank you for your jokes and always being there to pei me! You make life so much more enjoyable. And you're really cool too. If not for you, I would have probably never even heard of KRA or Arisunine (Alice Nine) and I'd be overexposed to the Korean boybands that are so in vogue lately.
Takecare, and I'll see you next year! (:
P.S. Your pencil case and Math holiday homework are still at my house!

JERILENE JELLYBEAN.
(The Lene, Jeri, Nerd Butt, whatever you call her.)
Wow, I really don't know how to write this dedication. It's hard to believe we're finally going our separate ways after being together for so long. 8 years of friendship, some of them not so solid, and 3 years together, I haven't quite wrapped my mind around being in separate classes from you next year. Oh well.
However, I believe that by the time we're both fiftysomething and our kids are both in university or working already, we'll go on vacations together! And when I'm having my wedding, you'll be the first person I'll ask to be my bridesmaid! :D
I believe you don't need this dedication to know how much you mean to me and how much I have to thank you for, right? I tell you that all the time. So here's a quote you've probably never heard before:
"True best friends are the ones you can call anytime and you know they'll always be there."
(:
Cheers. Take very good care, and I'll see you on Thursday at the Science Centre! :D

GINA AIAI.
Ahlian! LOL. Next year I'll still be seeing you leyh. How ah? Sure die. T.T
You ah, next time you want to S in school please don't do it during lesson time sia. The smell very strong you know.
Aiyo, I don't think you're even reading this lorh. Anyway, ahlian ah, don't spend so much time texting ahbengs okay? Go out and see the world and spend more time with those who love you. (: Take care and see you next year. (:

YEETZEN.
Idk if you'll be angry at me for uploading this picture, but if you are, I'm sorry. ):
Anyway, this year I wasn't exactly very close to you. But I still want you to know that I appreciate your friendship! I enjoyed all the times we queued up together and ate together in the canteen and talked about random stuff. (Ahem, you know what we talked about la.)
I won't be seeing you next year, but take care, and I'll see you around school!

CLARINE QINAIDE.
Qinaide, you just got back from Taiwan horh! So there's no excuse not to read this!!! Hahahaha I know you don't like mushy stuff so I'll try to make this as un-mushy as I can, which is a real feat cuz' you know me la girl.
Won't be seeing you in 3C next year, but you naggy woman, I'll miss you! I'll miss you and your spams and your SS501 craze and your constant chattering about 2D1N and other Korean TV shows with J and A that I never understand. I'll miss you cuz' you're the only person I'm allowed to act cute with. You know A and J never act cute one, only me and you. So I'll miss that!
Anyhow, I believe you too, don't need a dedication to know how much I love you and how much I'll miss you next year!
Take very good care, and I hope I'll see you on Thursday at the Science Centre! :D

MABEL.
Hey. This year I didn't really talk to you at all, so I really don't know what to say. Anyway, I appreciate what you brought to this class, and I'm sure 2D wouldn't be the same without you. Take care, and I'm sure I'll see you around school. :D

MICHELLE.
Hey. This year I didn't really talk to you as well, so I'll just wish you all the best! You're taking triple science right? Good luck with that. (: Thank you for your friendship these two years. Take care and I'll see you around school. ((:

AFRAH SPAZ/MISS CHIO/RETARD.
My dear girl, do you like the picture? We have so many nice ones, I thought I'd upload a spastic one for a change. (:
Like Jeri, I believe you don't need a post to know how much you mean to me and how important you are to me.
I'm glad I'll have you next year! It's a big consolation, cuz' Retards are all going our separate ways except me and you. It means a lot to me to have you with me to experience the next two years of my life in nchs.
I love you tons and tons and tons, which I believe you also know. Thus, I shall leave you with the same quote I left Jeri:
"True best friends are the ones you can call anytime and you know they'll always be there."
Thanks for the 1am phone calls. Take very good care, and I'll see you on Thursday. :D

ASYIQIN MUNCHKIN.
Munchkin, this photo of us is nice right! I knew it. (: Anyway, I'll be seeing you next year, KimHyungJoon! It means a lot to me that I'll see you next year.
You're very motherly, you know, munchkin. And I appreciate all the times we ran 2.4 together cuz' you know me la. And I'm scared! Next year if 3C tio Ms Pey then I how? You okay la, me leyh? I'm scared. ): You know Mrs Low will let me walk 3 rounds, Ms Pey won't!
Anyhow, I know you'll always be there to run slowly with me throughout the entire 2.4! Thank you so much! :D Take care, and I'll see you next year. (:

YUHAN ICHIGO-JIE.
This act-cute 鬼! You're going to 3C with everyone else next year, happy ornot? Now you don't have to be quiet the entire 2 years already (:
Ichigo-jie, I think I have to call you meimei already! You're the oldest among the sisters (January baby) and you're so childish! Tskkkkkkk.
Anyway, take care of yourself and your cute voice, and I'll see you next year! (:
RACHEL GIRLFRIEND.
Girlf! Though this year never talk to you at all, I love you, and I know you love me! :D You're a very special friend of mine, you know? You're someone whom I don't need to talk to at all, but yet when I need you, or when I'm sad, you're there.
You're taking triple science right? Good luck with that. I always knew my girlfriend was smart and pretty. I have good taste, right? xD
Take care, and I'll see you around school! :D

WENHUI AUNT.
My dear aunt! I'm seeing you next year! :D I know I didn't give you a card, so this is your card! :D LOL.
Anyway, since I won't be seeing you in choir and I'm keeping this short, I'll just say, take care, and I'll see you next year yeah. ((:

MINQI LAOPO.
Laopo, I know this photo isn't very nice, cuz' it was taken in a rush. Like "Can I take photo with you?" *snap* "Thank you!" Anyway, thank you for always spamming me with deep questions. Sometimes when you ask me those questions, I start thinking about them myself. And you don't need to apologize for asking me a lot of things, I don't mind, seriously!
You ah, you are damn cute and damn funny and damn ridiculous. I hope you don't change! I married you last year and I don't expect you to change horh. If you change I'll divorce you! Take care, and I'll see you around school. ((:

Thanks for the memories. (:

[1.12pm; finished.]



what's the opposite of two?
at 12:36 AM

a lonely me, a lonely you.

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Heyyyyyyyyy.

Sorry for not posting, really long day.

Got literally dragged out of bed by the parents at the God-early hour of freaking NINE A.M.

Went back to sleep until 9.30 when even my maid came to join in the dragfest. -.-

Had breakfast and everything, took the $20 left from my salary out from my safe piggybank. (Thanks to J for it!)

At about 10.15, cabbed down to Bukit Merah. $12 leyh! Wtffff. Cuz' of the stupid $3 surcharge. Was NOT happy looking at the cab fare. But bopian la, must pay. T.T

So the uncle alighted me outside Hans', and CLEVER me actually managed to find my way to Xiyao that block! Yay me. *claps triumphantly*

So took the lift up to Xiyao, texted Rosslynn and DJ. One of the teachers opened the classroom door and let me in. Yayy! Got to see the girls that I missed. Too bad Eleanor and Huining didn't come. (E refused to wake up this morning, and Huining's in Taiwan.)

Missed Xiyao! Chatted with Rosslynn. (L)

After class went to Macs' for lunch with DJ, Yexun and Yunrong. Yunda went to go cut hair and Rosslynn went to go find her friend. (Why is it that almost everytime I see Yunda he's cutting his hair after class ah? o.o)

Ate and talked, then Rosslynn introduced her friend Yuting to us.

Xiaofang Laoshi came soon after, but she could only stay awhile.

Yunrong saw Yuting and thought she was damn chio. Then DJ and us started telling him about ahlians! HAHAHA.

Yunda came as we were finishing our meal. DJ that stalker continued to scare him! Wtf la. She stalks Yunda okay! Somemore ask him if he has Facebook.

Passed DJ the first 36 pages of All Because of You. She's going to return it to me on Tuesday during Hongsters sleepover! I'll let E read it then. ((:

Had a heated debate with DJ over Yunda. HE'S TOO YOUNG FOR YOU LA DJ.

AND STOP GIVING ME EDWARD AND BELLA AS AN EXCUSE!

Edwars stopped growing at 17. Unless you can stop growing to wait for Yunda. And Edward and Bella were both the same age when they met. When you met Yunda he was P6 and you were Sec3. -.-

I CANNOT EMPHASIZE MY POINT ENOUGH. I DISCOURAGE 姐弟恋. Fine, not really discourage, but I don't support it.

Anyway, went up to Xiyao with DJ and Yexun and had a good laugh about something which I'm not allowed to post here cuz' it's mean. BUT REALLYREALLY FUNNY!!!!

After DJ and Yexun left sat there reading my book. Xiaofang Laoshi came and talked to me for a while, then I left.

Sleepy and parents picked me up from the loading/unloading bay as usual, went to Raffles City to get our free Donut Factory donuts. I went into MPH and went mad over the Popular Fiction section. Didn't get to convince mum to buy me anything though, cuz' she got me Low Kay Hwa's Lilith on Friday. T.T

After that drove by UE Square so I could buy my Bakerzin macarons. I swear, I love macarons as much as I love potatoes and firm defined abs. (If you know me well you should know this comparison.)

Homed and finished my book while Sleepy attempted to set up the new modem and ended up sleeping on the armchair. -.-

Left at about 6+ and drove to Riverside Park. Ran into my aunt and cousins there. Tried and failed to get Giann to record a personalized ringtone for me. Nevermind, I SHALL NOT GIVE UP! ^.^

Came home, ate dinner and watched 爱. After it ended, crashed on the sofa until 11pm. x.x

Anyway, the new modem is Wireless-G and my old one was Wireless-N, so this one can't be identified from my room because the moden is on thd first floor.

Wtf, my room is absolutely lousy. There's no Internet in there and no phone network unless you stand next to the window.

Wtf. Will have to camp on the second-floor armchair to use the Internet now. The top step of the staircase fails to work any longer due to this dumb modem.

Okay, I shall go back to my Twitter and my book now. Goodnighttttttt.

P.S: I finished Along for the Ride already. Currently reading Lipstick Apology. Forgot the author's name. x.x

Peaceout. (:



love is the irresistible desire to be desired irresistibly.
Saturday, November 28 at 1:36 PM

Music: Toxic - Britney Spears.
Mood: Bored.
Book: Along for the Ride - Sarah Dessen.


Hey y'all.

Since I'm dreadfully terribly bored right now I've decided to post my St. John's Island photos! (Yes, the Wombat FINALLY gave it to me after idk how many centuries.)

I've got 200+ photos, but almost all are scenery. So I'm just going to upload those with people in them.

If you want to see the scenery shots, you can check out my Facebook album, but not all the photos are in there still, because of the stupid 200 photo limit and I've got about 250. So I cut out a lot of photos. ):
(As of press time, the stupid Facebook Upload is still being a bitch and refusing to let me upload my photos despite me trying twice. #@!%&%$#%@$&!. Will update y'all when the album is finally up.)

ALMOST ALL PHOTOS ARE CLICKABLE! CLICK IF YOU WANNA VIEW FULL-SIZE AND SEE THE SCENERY IN THE BACKDROP!

Wombat, me and Peggy on the boat. We were sitting outside, and about 2 minutes after taking this shot we got splashed by water when the boat increased speed and the waves got choppier. -.-

Me and the DSLR. Taken by the Wombat. (I think.) Please ignore the spastic going-to-laugh expression on my face.

Taken when we were walking. This babe (my cousin Giann) is damn shiok la! We were hiking walking around the island and when we were all grumbling like siao she was being piggybacked by her father and laughing at us! No fair. I want to be a kid again. ):

My slippers on the grass. Absolutely unintended shot, was just randomly snapping objects and it turned out like this. (:
Me looking like some tourist. And taking a picture with the super old and cool trees there. The shapes they're bent into are seriously cool. (P.S. THAT PURPLE BAG I'M CARRYING IS NOT MY BAG.)

One of our kites!
It's a sotong, for those who don't know. At least, my aunt said it was a sotong. If wrong don't blame me.

Giann and her milk mustache. (Which you can't really see since Blogger Image Upload shrunk this photo to this weird size.) Don't you just wanna pinch her cheeks?^.^

Wombat and Peggy

Epic phail.

Wombat and I.
Camwhore. ONE SHOT ONLY. Cuz' I reckoned it was a waste to go all the way and not to camwhore, especially when the scenery was so scenic.
Me and Giann.
I was going to take my solo shot with the road and she came running up, so I asked her if she wanted to take a picture with me and she nodded, so I carried her up and Wombat snapped this shot. I really like it, too bad after it's been shrunk it's not that nice any more. )):
Another shot with Wombat.

With my girls. (L)(L)



Yes, the Wombat and I are real camwhores. But I love camwhoring with her!
And if you think this is a lot, wait until you see the unreleased ones we took in Perth in June. About 20+ of the both of us alone, cuz' every day in the car when we had finished talking/laughing we had nothing else to do so we just camwhored!
(L)
My pedicure and the footprint I made in the quicksand in the mangrove swamp. (Ignore my unglam last toe, please.)
You should be thoroughly sick of our faces by now. LOL.
Last photo of us, I promise.

I told you Wombat had her own boat!
(Don't ask me why it's Alicia 92 and not Alicia 96 or something like that. I don't know why either.)
Slippers in the grass. Me likey~
Wombat's ones in foreground, mine in background.


Oh, I know that a some of the shots are overexposed. Do pardon that, because I set the camera to the wrong exposure (+2) and I only realised it halfway through and set it to the normal exposure. Also, there's a few shots that are oversaturated as well. Those were edited by the Wombat, I think. So it's not my fault. I wanted to Photoshop them to their original colours but this computer doesn't have Photoshop and my computer has been sent for repair. ))):

(I don't want to imagine all the stuff I have to download to my computer when it comes back. And I don't want to imagine having to reconfigure my iTunes. 815 songs! Have to go find every single song from scratch. )): I am so not looking forward to that.)

Anyway, I'll let you guys know when I upload them on Facebook, alright? But won't be that soon. Going to the library (again) with Sleepy at around 3.30, then going to ION. (I. NEED. MY. ETUDE. HOUSE. EYELINER. I've been surviving on just thin foundation and mascara whenever I go out and I feel so bare without a good eyeliner and just mascara.)

Ciaoooo, and thanks for listening to my sorry rants and viewing my pathetic pictures.

Peaceout. ((:



rediscovering god.
at 1:17 PM

On this day of your life, Janelle, we believe God wants you to know ... that tonight you can turn your worries to God, and have a good night's sleep.

You've been worrying too much about the future lately. So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God, and just have a peaceful evening and a restful sleep.


Rediscovering God, with the help of a best friend.

It's not going to be easy, but I'm confident I can rediscover God, and love him like I once did.

Slowly, one small little baby step at a time.

P.S.: The Facebook app thing is really meaningful and very very very true. (:



at 12:36 PM

TooDynamic'09 dedication post shall be done on Monday.



i've got this feeling that i was put here for you.
at 12:05 PM

Just upgraded my iTouch to OS 3.0 (FINALLY AFTER IDK HOW MANY MILLION DONKEY YEARS) and was testing out the search function when I stumbled upon my old notes, all those from April with all my lyrics.

Found this set of lyrics that I wrote on May 17 at 1:09 in the morning, which is titled Just To Let You Know. Let me know what you think yeah. (:

Just To Let You Know (Me and You)

we're sitting side by side,
you're talking to your friends,
i'm trying to pretend sitting with you is nothing special,
cuz' i know you won't care.

the bottle spins,
it lands on you, then me.
you laugh, and take the dare,
and jokingly take my face in your hands.
the soft kiss is perfect, but it's not real.
i should know it's not real.

just to let you know,
i'm in love with you, always have been.
but i know that me and you is an impossible dream
so i'll never let you know about me and you
just to let you know

we're walking to catch the bus,
me, you and all our friends.
i'm acting like everything's okay,
like you're just a friend of mine.

your friends laugh, they tease you, they push you to me.
you laugh it off, so do i.
but really, fireworks are exploding inside.

just to let you know,
we could be more than friends.
but i'm not getting my hopes up,
for being with you is an impossible dream.
so i'll never let you know about me and you
just to let you know.


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I don't really like it, because obviously the lyrics don't rhyme and the sentences don't go and the verses are funny and it's just a really badly-written song. Yet somehow this song, to me, is special.

And don't ask me who I was writing about in this song, because I don't know.

Or maybe I do. I'm just not telling you.

Anyhow, it's a really bad set of lyrics. Not one of my better works.

I have completely stopped writing and lyricking lately, idk why. I'm so caught up in life again? Staying up until 2am used to be my writing or reading or talking on the phone time. Now it's nothing. I just surf the Net or play games.

I need to get the fire back.



a little quote by one of my favourite authors.
Thursday, November 26 at 9:27 PM

"Some things don't last forever, but some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down on the corners and peering in close, hoping you still recognize the person you see there."
— Sarah Dessen